In a conversation bigger scale I’ve done it myself especially if people ask me about family. I’d tell the truth as the truth would reveal me. It’s much more dangerous than what I’ve already talk about but some will use alcohol and drugs to create a new persona. Unfortunately I have also us this method, not drugs, but alcohol certainly. Although most of my life I have tri to avoid contact with other people there has been times where I have want to feel accept. I’d especially try and socialise more for my husband. He was becoming socially isolat because of me.

There was a mental battle

So yes I would try and socialise. We’d go Canadian CFO Email List to pubs or clubs and I’d always have pre-drinks. The simplest explanation is gain confidence and to help deal with any negative comments. If I was drunk, I’d laugh a comment like ‘fat’ off but then when sober up I’d process every comment. Bit by bit, those comments would chip away at me. All these ways of hiding myself took over completely and I forgot who I was. I’d spend so many years pretending to be another person that when I had a breakdown in January this year I was scar to find me.

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I thought I’d forgot wanting

If I’m honest I think it was finding CL Lists myself that caus the break down in the first place. I was struggling to keep my mask up. I was tir and emotional and had no idea why. It all took a turn for the worst when the nursing staff got into a debate about self-harm, something I have done from being a child. A long story short they’d determin after a short minute debate that self-harm was purely attention seeking. It’s impossible to describe the pain I felt inside. I want to scream at them that this just wasn’t the case.